DEATH SO SUDDEN

There are things unsaid
Things untold.
Yet we know so much
Secrets behold.
I live to see the daylight yet again
But you are gone
And I don't know how to ease
My pain.
Didn't think it would come so soon
Life is uncertain
And there is no room.
You have gone to a place.
Don't know what it's like.
But I do know that
You are gonna
Be happy and safe.
Free from the strings
Of this God-forsaken place.
In the midst of reality
I find myself to face.
The pain of your death
That came in a haste.

LOVING YOU WITHOUT A REASON

I am holding onto something unnerving
Something uncertain
Feels like I am flying without wings
Don't know who to trust
Don't know what to believe
If it's true love that you make me feel
Then why do i weep.
I don't want to understand anymore
'Cause I have understood enough
I don't want to be given reasons to
'Cause I have heard enough
I don't want to be lied to
'Cause I have cried enough
You are so close
And you mean so much
At night when I sleep
My heart it aches
Aches for your touch
I want you to know
That you make me happy
I want you to know
You make me cry
I want you to know
You are a big part of my life
Even though you aren't here
I still survive.