Now I will tell you what I have done for you
50 thousand tears I have cried
screaming,deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still wont hear me
dont want your hand this time
I will save myself
Maybe I will wake up for once
Not tormented daily
Defeated by you
Just when I thought I had reached the bottom
I am dying again!

I am going under
Drowning in you
I am falling forever
I have got to break through
I am going under.

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I dont know what's real and what' s a lie
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I cant trust myself anymore
I am dying again.

So go on and scream
Scream at me
I am so far away
I wont be broken again
I have got to breathe
I cant keep going under.